30 Oktober 2013

Selamat Tinggal Pekerjaanku

Bangun pagi tadi penuh dengan seribu ketabahan. Mengharungi hari-hari terakhir dengan pekerjaan yang ein sayangi. Meninggalkan kawan-kawan yang setia sentiasa. Seawal 5 pagi dah terjaga. Makanya ambil kesempatan itu untuk mengadu pada Allah memohon ketabahan dalam melalui hari-hari mendatang. Sungguhpun tiada lagi air mata yang mengalir tapi sayu dan sendu itu tetap hadir. Tambah sayu dan terharu bila selesai solat, ada pula budak duduk depan sejadah sambil menangis teresak-esak sebab takut tgk ibu dia sujud lama sangat. Selepas itu memeluk erat ibunya sekuat hati tidak mahu melepaskan. Terharu hati seorang ibu. Esakan itu menandakan diri ini memang amat bermakna untuk mereka. Kerana mereka jugalah diri ini perlu kuat.

Ein pasti Allah berikan kita dugaan untuk kita lebih kuat mengharungi hari-hari mendatang. Supaya kita lebih cekal. Mungkin rezeki ein selalunya sukar tak macam orang lain, tapi ein percaya Allah dah rancangkan yang terbaik untuk kehidupan ein. 

Dulu selalu berharap dapat jadi surirumah sepenuh masa. Tapi kewangan keluarga tak memungkinkan impian itu tercapai. Dulu selalu berharap dapat kerja waktu pejabat. Tapi tak pernah ada rezeki. Kata orang beware what you wish. Sekarang Allah dah perkenan permohonan ein. Jadilah surirumah sepenuh masa sehingga dapat pekerjaan yang ikut waktu pejabat.I get what I wish but I have sacrifice my a lot of things dan paling penting terpaksa bekerja keras untuk buat kerja2 freelance. Membaca dan terus membaca. Menulis dan terus menulis. Mendesign dan teruskan kreativiti. Kadang-kadang sesuatu yang kita jadikan hobi itu terpaksa kita jadikan serius untuk mencari sesuap nasi. Agar periuk berasap. Berasap memang la boleh berasap, tapi takkan nak hidangkan anak2 dengan lauk2 biasa. Sesekali mereka pun ingin makan sedap-sedap.

Baru kejap tadi seorang kawan dari Indonesia sanggup buat panggilan dari jauh semata-mata memberi kata semangat. Ya terima kasih Allah kerana menemukan ein dengan orang-orang yang kasihkan ein. Walaupun berbeza agama dan bangsa, mereka tetap disisi memberi semangat. Merekalah orang-orang yang sentiasa menghormati Islam itu agamaku tanpa mempersoalkan penghayatanku terhadap Islam. Semoga suatu masa nanti, kalau dapat kerja baru biarlah pekerjaan itu memudahkan ein terus menghayati Islam dalam pekerjaan. Sudah serik bekerja bila waktu solat pun dipertikaikan. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan. Amin.
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